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Friday, April 23, 2010

I Love You as my closest,dearest friend

I love you as my closest,dearest friend
Boy and girls can be just closest friends
There is no passion greater than the one
That touches not the body but the heart

You mean much more to me than someone who
I date and undate,want and then don't want
They're the waves and you are like a shore
Where I can sit watch them kiss the sand

I'm sorry I can't be with you today
When you should rule by virtue of your birth
Please accept this tribute of mere words
Poor substitute for all I am and have

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

all about love

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,or will stay awake just to watch you sleep,who kisses your forehead,who holds your hand in front of his friends,who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on,one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you...The one who turns to his friends and says,'that's her.'”
 
Somewhere theres someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presense that life is worthwhile So when you are lonely remember its true somebody somewhere is thinking of you...................

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

how you make me feel

How You Make Me Feel
by Bobby Brownlie
You are beautiful to me in more ways than you can see,
You are always on my mind,
it is obvious that you are the world to me.
From your amazing smile, to the sparkle in your eye,
I don't know how else to say it,
you make me want to be a better guy.
You can think that I am crazy,
and you can think that I am a fool,
But everytime that I am with you, I fall deeper and deeper in love with you.
Since the day I set eyes on you, your all that I have been thinking of,
Just take my hand, and I will give you everlasting love.
I do not know how to explain it, I feel I'm losing my mind,
But a girl as wonderful as you, is very hard to find.
You mean a lot to me, and you are special in your own way,
You make me feel good inside, and you light up my day.
In all past relationships all they did was give you pain and harm, but I promise you this,
as long as your with me,I will never do you wrong.
There is nothing more than I would rather do,
than taking the time, and spending it with you.
You make me laugh, and you make me smile, on you God went the extra mile.
There is something special about you that sets you apart,
and when I laid eyes on you, you captured my heart.
I have prayed to God to bring me someone like you,
And once you came into my life, I knew that my wish had come true.
I am in love with you, and you are always on my mind,
I want to say I love you, and I want you forever by my side.



I Love You!!!!

You Are The One


by Matthew Jenson
For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one
Who makes me whole
Youâ??ve captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.

For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
Is the best I can find.

For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.

toss n turn

I toss and turn in my sleep
Thoughts of you in my mind
Slowly creep

Your indifference
Gets me so
I can’t seem to let go

Your warmth
Your tight embrace
Your smiling face

They haunt my thoughts
I can’t forget
I still haven’t heard from you yet

My friends console
Tell me to move on
I can’t seem to let go

Your lack of care
Your silence
Were you ever there

I toss and turn in my sleep
Thoughts of you in my mind
Slowly creep

velvet ribbon

I would take my love, fragile and tender
and wrap it up in a velvet ribbon
And present it to you on a silver salver.

I will tread softly beneath the descending shadows
And gaze at your soul as you lay sleeping.

Open your eyes to me, see this passion boiling over
As clouds disrupt the ever moving sky.

I drag my skirts along the winding hallway
Rustling through the menacing shadows.

I find myself in a solitary tower, I lay my hair
Upon the ground.
I will place my beauty before you, laid wide open.

Take heed of my smile, it masks deep feelings.
Look behind my eyes, they are pools of
disappointment in a tragedy of errors.

Can you handle my pain of miserable madness?
Are you man enough for me? -

As I whisper to you, "can you make me happy?"

But you don't pass your gaze my way.
I am invisible to you.
You do not hear my words of confession.
I have presented my feelings, on a plate.
Given you the prize.

Take my love wrapped up in a velvet ribbon
Do with it as you please.

I climb a sturdy oak, but each branch snaps
As I ascend.
Leaving me high with no way down.

I gaze through the clouds at the deep red sky.
It reminds me of my journey.

Unrequited love, oh what a lament.
Unfulfilled feelings, destinies child.

So I take my love fragile and tender
Carrying my salver with a velvet ribbon
Crushed upon the plate.

Head hung low, shoulders stooping
Dragging my feet along the corridors of fate.

A sharp ray of light prisms through the stain glass window
It hits the floor at acute angles, vibrantly bright.
I shield my eyes from the rays shards

I drop the salver it clanks and rattles
Spinning around.

Stooping to pick up the velvet ribbon
I clutch it to my heart.

Scurrying off down the spiral staircase
Skirts tripping me as I go
I crack my head on the concrete floorway
Spilling my grief, expelling my fears.

I wake to behold a vision of perfection
A face of kindness stood before me
"Give to me your velvet ribbon and
All that it hold dear".

I submit to this higher plain
I let go of my wretched history.

I am at one with myself.
Looking towards my palms
There is blood trickling down
But I don't feel any pain.

Gazing up at the perfect stranger
He holds out his hand, and I take it.
As he leads me towards the ultimate journey.

Christianna Garrett-Martin .

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Independence

SPM results has arrived
Destination in mind didn't materialise
Hanging in between two different choices
I chose one
Couldn't bear the another
For the one I chose was far-away
from the place I call home
The suffocation I feel couldn't be described
From the mere thought of staying
any longer
I want to go out
To get the taste of the outside world
Tired of being confined
and being viewed from an eagle-eyed angle

Saturday, April 10, 2010

I'm Sorry....

I’m sorry,
I’m sorry for all the times I’ve cried
I’m sorry for every single lie
I’m sorry I was never enough
I’m sorry I just wasn’t tough
Sorry I couldn’t make you smile
Sorry I didn’t make you stay a while
Sorry it was nothing more than sex
I’m sorry I have to call you my ex
I’m sorry you broke my heart
I’m sorry I tore you apart
I’m sorry we can’t get along
I’m sorry, I cry to every song
I’m sorry I hide when you come around
Sorry I hang my head, eyes always on the ground
Sorry we couldn’t make it
Sorry I just couldn’t take it
Sorry we never meant much
Sorry you LOVED to touch,
Sorry you couldn’t see past my looks
I’m sorry for every part of me you took
I’m sorry for all the pain you’ve caused
I’m sorry I let you in at all,
I’m sorry I pushed you away
I’m sorry you don’t deserve me in any way
I’m sorry we will never again meet
I’m sorry this as far as we will see,
Never past the words I’m sorry to the broken trust
Now all I see is the way you lust
I’m sorry we just weren’t meant to be
And I’m sorry you feel you never hurt me
What I’m sorry for most of all,
Is how I’m just say sorry, I haven’t been sorry at al

Friday, April 9, 2010

Loving myself.....: Unrequited

Loving myself.....: Unrequited

Being Perfect

I know nobody is perfect
and this I wont deny
and nobody includes me and you
at the least we all can try

Perfections like a paradox
a puzzle that cant be solved
a riddle that’s impossible
a ghost that roams around

so why do we try to be
this word we call perfection
when we’re not happy with how we act, think and feel
and when we look at our reflection

An answer...

I search for an answer to the word of life
And I come up with no answers to the lies
They say one is happy doing what he likes
But, is it possible to be wrapped up in the strife
Everyday planning, everyday people
Everyday problems that don’t seem to matter
When do we call it enough or throw in the towel
Or do we go through life like it’s a battle
Fighting with each other over senseless things
Or call a truce and go our separate ways?
Do I take the canvas and paint my picture of
What life really means to me? Or, do
I drop the paintbrush and splatter the paint
For is there really truth in life that can
Ease all this pain….of deceit and heartache
I’m sure I will survive this word of life
That when looked at through the eyes of love
There is no lies…..

Someone most PERFECT!!!

When you've found someone most perfect
someone that's more than a friend
someone that makes your life different
someone you'd thrust to the end

you're living in the new world all on your own

A world full of all things nice
a world that no one could purchase
even gold or any piece

You then have something to live for
something to look forward to
something that makes you feel that
you're glad you're
really you.....

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Father

A dad is someone thoughtful and understanding
dear and kind
who lets you ask a lot of him
and never seems to mind
he's someone who will listen
to all things you talk about
regardless whether it makes sense
and gives you a sound advice
and a well earned praise
and always helps you
he is also someone to admire
and to love the whole year through
at least that
is what a dad is
If he's anything
LIKE YOU!!!

My brother

A brother is someone
with fun-loving ways
with wit and good humour
to spare
he does thoughtful things
without doubts
and when you're in trouble
he's there

A brother is more
than just a part of the family
he's also a friend
through and through
and that description
definitely hits
a wonderful brother like you

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Unrequited

By watching her,
She could see the love in her eyes,
The love for a person,
Who doesn't love in return.

By watching her,
She could see the sparkle in her eyes,
A sparkle of fascination,
To him only condemnation.

By watching her,
She could see the need in her eyes,
The need to be loved,
A need never granted.

By watching her,
She could see the pain in her eyes,
The pain of having loved,
And not loved in return

Angel's flower.