So..When??I Won't be Here Forever U Noe ;)

What do I have to do to get you to notice me?
Change my hair, the way I walk.
My clothes, the way I talk.
We've known each other for some time now 
yet I'm still invisible to you. 
My feelings run deep and how
I wish you only knew.
I see your face every time I close my eyes
To me you just seem so different from the other guys.
To you I'm just a friend
Nothing more, nothing less
I settle for friendship in the end
Because I don't want to make a mess.
Instead I'll keep my secret to myself 
And take my pride back off the shelf.
Until one day you finally see 
That you and I were meant to be.
I'll wait for now but not too long
Because sooner or later I'll be gone.

So when will you notice me?

Im Sorry But I Still Love U

I'm sorry friend 
I don't know what to do
I try so hard
to be a better person to you 

I screw up a lot 
and I ignore you too
I don't know why 
but I still love you

you're my best friend 
I know we can make it through 
lets make this friendship last
and make it better and true 

I know your getting sick of me
I'm getting sick of myself too
I don't know how many times 
I can say sorry to you 

but really I am a fool
to let such a wonderful 
friendship break in two

I'm going to push aside the past now
I'm going to be nicer to you
and show what I can do

you're my best friend still 
and you're my favorite too 
remember the good times and I
know we'll make it through.

God..Please

Life remains a mystery but is full of misery, 
They say the past is history,
Then why is it clear for all to see,
What is it that you all expected of me. 
Sorry I am not the one you thought I'd be 
I'm locked in my own emotions,
Where is the key?
God,
if you can hear me,
Here's my plea.
Bring him back to me,
My heart's locked but he holds the key.

Inside Out

Outside lives a girl with a smile that will brighten up the room,
yet inside hides a girl with a frown full of despair.

Outside lives a girl with eyes of joy that brings you to ease,
yet inside hides a girl shedding tears of sadness.

Outside lives a girl with a beautiful laugh that's contagious,
yet inside hides a girl screaming her lungs out in unwanted anger.

Outside lives a girl with the personality everyone envies,
yet inside hides a girl full of insecurities and shame.

Outside lives a girl who is fearless and tough,
yet inside hides a weak girl who lives in fear.

Outside lives a girl full of life,
yet inside hides a girl full of pain, wanting to die.

Outside lives a girl with a perfect image,
yet inside hides a girl with regrets and mistakes.

Outside lives a girl of innocence,
yet inside hides a girl with tremendous guilt.

Outside lives a girl with goals and aspirations,
yet inside lives a girl lost in confusion.

What you see on the outside is my personal disguise,
What hides underneath you can't even begin to imagine.

Im Alone :(

I've done so well until now,
I feel like I'm going downhill,
the slopes are deep, and I feel like I'm at the peak
And  I was doing so well...
Until now
Not knowing were to go,
not knowing to say yes or no
I feel so low, I don't know were to go
I just wish things would change,
and I would feel out of the cage.
I feel so locked up
and unable to get out.
If only I could see
how high I felt when I was free
but I can't because I think there is no longer the light that I can see.

Forever Friends

Associates are just there,
and friends are with you everywhere.
When times are rough,
they tell you don’t give up.
If you don’t know what to do,
they will help you.
Never leave your side,
even when you try to hide.
They’ll be with you through it all,
and pick you up when you fall.
Laugh at the things you say even when it’s not funny,
while everybody stares like we’re dummies.
We may argue and fight,
but we’ll be talking the next night.
That’s when you know you know,
you friendship is tight.
And Every Thing Will Be Alright.

In The Arms of Mr. Darcy by Sharon Lathan

“Your smile stops the minutes
 And as moments they dance in candlelight.
While your eyes whisper secrets,
My heart with wings takes flight.
In search for more of you to know,
Of why and what make you so,
Then mystery pleads her case
And once again I found your face.
There to know beauty true
And gentle winds of peace and love,
With eyes like jewels shining,
Looking to the One above.
And the moments which find life there
Become the brightest stars above,
Which live forever beautiful
In the sky of my heart’s love.”

This Is Why I Love You!!

Dad,

I love you,
When ever I saw you,
You would put a smile on my face,
You cheered me up,
When I was feeling down,
You cheered me on,
When I was doing good,
You made me Laugh and Giggle,
When ever you tickled me on my feet,
When ever I fell,
You would pick me up and put me back on my feet,
You made me proud,
When you never gave up and you kept trying,
You never let anything stand in your way,
THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU!!

By,
Latasha Huffman