A girl's th0ught.................♥

Marriage is an important phase of live for everyone

but for a girl its the most amazing decision of her life.

... A girls dreams and wishes for his life partner.....

I want a hubby who would hold my hand in lines at the mall ..or while crossing roads..so that i feel
protected ♥

I want someone who would sing to me at random moments...:)

Someone who wud respect my maturity and love my
innocence too.
Someone who would let me fulfill my responsibilities
towards my mum dad and would love my family like
his own ♥

I want a guy who will accept me with love and make me feel a part of his family.

Someone who I could share my fears, my laughs, my
smile and my tears.

Someone who would not get angry over my mistakes instead scold me like my mother n then help
me to learn doing that thing again.

But mostly, someone who would b loyal to me and will always be the reason for my smile ♥
And i promise to such a guy...i would always prove
his trust right....i would be his family....and i would
love and respect his parents like my own mom dad....:)

‎..:: I Often Think When I Might Sin ::..

I often think when I might sin,
What if the Angel would come to me then?
Would I want to be risen doing that sin?
I often think quietly to myself,
Where will I go, oh, where will I go,
When the Angel comes to me?

What if the Angel comes at night,
With a command from Allah to take my soul?
Where will I run, oh, where will I run?
What if the Angel comes to me when I’m driving my car?
Can I lock my doors, so the Angel can’t get in?
Where will I hide, oh where will I hide?

I often think when I might sin,
What if the Angel would come to me then?
Would I want to be risen doing that sin?
I often think quietly to myself,
Where will I go, oh where will I go,
When the Angel comes to me?

What if the Angel comes in the middle of tea?
Maybe I can plead for a later return.
How will I plead, oh, how will I plead?
What if the Angel comes to me when I’m watching TV?
Can I beg to the Angel for a little more time?
How will I beg, oh how will I beg?

I often think when I might sin,
What if the Angel would come to me then?
Would I want to be risen doing that sin?
I often think quietly to myself,
Where will I go, oh, where will I go?
When the Angel comes to me?


[Written by: MyummahCoZa]

Im Beautiful

There are moments in a woman's life when her heart flips in her chest, when the world suddenly seems

uncommonly pink and perfect, when a symphony can be heard in the tinkle of a doorbell.

Something warm and lovely spreads in my chest..I couldn't quite explain it; it was

almost as if someone had heated my blood. It started in my heart and then slowly swept through my arms, my belly, down to the tips of my toes.

Im not beautiful.I know tat im not beautiful, I knew i'd never be more than passably

attractive, and that was only on my good days. But he thinks tat I  am beautiful, and when he looks at me..

I feel beautiful. And I have never felt that way before.I want  to be beautiful, even if it was only in one man's eyes.

"You are beautiful," he said, shaking his head in confusion. "I don't know why nobody else sees it."

Fear

I have taken over you,
Growing slowly throughout the years.
I gave you visions of ecstasy
While I fed upon your fears;
I made you feel inadequate,
I crept into your soul;
I was growing, ever stronger
As your heart was growing cold.
I let you see only hopelessness,
the hurting pain and strife.
I pushed until your will collapsed
so I could own your very life.

Now, I am feeling some resistance,
I can feel your spirit grow.
I sense somewhere in the distance
You are searching for your soul.
My life is slowly ebbing,
Into darkness I must go;
But as I lie here sleeping
I will never cease to grow.
For I am always in you,
I will never truly end.
So you must keep a constant vigil
Or I will own you once again.

I will lie here always
Creating voices in your mind.
So you must keep a constant vigil
For I am always keeping mine.

By: John Sabo 

My head is Messed up

My head is messed up
What's it to you? just leave me alone; I wanna live my own life for me, and not for anyone else, and i don't want anyone living their life for me. Just leave me alone.
I can't even spend some time to write to my friends without insurmountable expectations running through my mind on who i should or shouldn't please; who i shouldn't or shouldn't contact; who I should or shouldn't remain close with; who I should or shouldn't treat this way or that way.
Well allow me to be selfish for a spell. Have you ever considered my feelings, without me having to tell you what they are. Be selfless-like ive been- for a second. Stop. Think about it.

Im not afraid to say it, I just don't feel i have to.

Just leave me alone...

Let. Me. Breathe.

I am stifled.

Leave me Alone

Don't say a word, I feel the pain,
My heart is crushed and I am slain.
Leave me alone, please leave me alone,
I'll never fall in love again, that's my vow.

Leave me now, don't see me cry,
I don't want to hear anymore lies.
My tears are falling as you leave,
I can't believe my heart you cleaved.

I trusted you with all my life,
Now I feel the burden of this strife.
Day and night, I feel the pain,
Killed by memories again and again.

If you see me, please be quiet,
Don't say a word, please be silent.
Leave me alone, leave me alone,
My heart is dead, I'm just flesh and bone.

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