A Loan From God

God promised at the birth of time,

A special friend to give,
His time on earth is short, he said,
So love him while he lives.

It may be six or seven years,
Or twelve or then sixteen,
But will you, till I call him back,
Take care of him for me?

A wagging tail and cold wet nose,

And silken velvet ears,
A heart as big as all outdoors,
To love you through the years.

His puppy ways will gladden you,
And antics bring a smile,
As guardian or friend he will,
Be loyal all the while.

He'll bring his charms to grace your life,
And though his stay be brief,
When he's gone the memories,
Are solace for your grief.

I cannot promise he will stay,
Since all from earth return,
But lessons only a dog can teach,
I want you each to learn.

Whatever love you give to him,
Returns in triple measure,
Follow his lead and gain a life,
Brim full of simple pleasure.

Enjoy each day as it comes,
Allow your heart to guide,
Be loyal and steadfast in love,
As the dog there by your side.

Now will you give him all your love,
Nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate me when I come to call,
To take him back again?

I fancy each of us would say,
"Dear Lord, thy will be done,
For all the joy this dog shall bring,
The risk of grief we'll run.

"We'll shelter him with tenderness,
We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.

"But shall the angels call for him,
Much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,
And try to understand.

WESTLIFE - MY LOVE

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We're holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

I tried to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop
To keep myself from thinking

Oh no
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We're holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You're all I'm thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So so I say a little prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love
See you in a prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

Westlife Seasons In The Sun

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

Goodbye Papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along
Goodbye Papa it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them, I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like the seasons have all gone
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like the seasons have all gone

Goodbye Michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground
Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

Penning Memories~

With a pen on my right,

Much have i wrote,

Stories of past and present,

Of the sun and rain.

Assorted tales of my past,

Of this life i cherish,

Some stories i can never erase,

Inked to a chapter.

When stories read again,

Memories flows like ink from

my pen,

Some chapters are best left

on the shelf,

While some read with fondness.

The permanent stain it holds,

Etches a lifetime of tales,

Bit by bit i pen down my life,

Upon a piece of paper called

memories.

Twelve Red Roses

The first red rose
Sent out of season
The second red rose
Sent for no reason
The third red rose
Sent for happiness and health
The fourth red rose
Sent for gaining life's wealth
The fifth red rose
Sent for gaining new friends
The sixth red rose
Sent for guiding you through life's bends
The seventh red rose
Sent for praying you never tire
The eighth red rose
Sent for giving you all of your desire's
The ninth red rose
Sent for your happiness in love
The tenth red rose
Sent for hoping I'm your turtledove
The eleventh red rose
Sent for igniting passion and fire
The twelve red rose
Sent for hoping I'm your desire
And.................................... ............
Barry A. Lanier

The Kind of Love I Dreamed About >3

You have given me a second chance in life
Sometime before you I couldn't cop with the strife 
You've given me that love I dreamed of forever 
Happiness I been united with now that we're together 
You've touched my heart so deeply with your gentle touch 
To world I will never deny that I love you so much
Words can't explain how thankful I am of you 
You have brought my smiles to overcome my blue 
The moments that we have shared the memories we make I promise your heart won't shatter or even break 
My world has changed forever now that you are here I miss you so much when you are not near 
I've opened up my everything to you because I trust you 
The more comfortable I am with anything we go through 
The love you and I share has made us one whole
You have made my life complete from once an empty soul 
You will always be the one who will stand out from the rest
I'll never forget each memory that you made the best
Forever in my heart baby with this love I'll always keep
I'll always have you in my heart even when I'm asleep

You hurt me more than I deserved....all just because I loved u more than u deserved

When you lose someone, someone you love, when they break your heart, it’s the hardest thing you could ever go through, and no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think you’re getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest. You fall apart for the hundreth
time, and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. You love this person with all of your heart, even though you know you shouldn’t. They hurt you worse than you’ve ever been hurt
They stole your happiness. But yet, you still want them, and only them. Other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you don’t want to. It upsets you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would. And even if they broke all of their promises, you want to keep yours. 
On top of that, you’re terrified. Terrified of getting hurt again. But it’s not like that matters anyway. At the end of the day you’re still thinking about that person who has left you completely broken. You don’t want to miss them anymore. You don’t want to love them anymore, but you know you always will. ♥

A Poem About Boys

A heart is not a play thing,
a heart is not a toy,
but if you want it broken,
Just give it to a boy.
Boys they like to play with things
To see what makes them run,
But when it comes to kissing,
They do it just for fun.
Boys never give their hearts away
They play us girls for fools,
They wait untill we give our hearts
And then they play it cool.
You will wonder whether he is a knight
You will wonder if he's true,
One moment you will be happy,
One moment you will be blue.
If you get a chance to see him
Your heart begins to dance
Your life revolves around him,
Theres nothing like romance.
 And then it starts to happen,
You worry day and night
You see, my friend,
you're losing him It never turns out right.
Boys are great,
though immature The price you pay is high,
He may seem sweet and gorgeous
But remember, he's a guy.
Don't fall in love with just a boy
That takes alot of nerve.
You see, my friend, you need a man
To get what you deserve.
So when you think that you're in love,
Be careful if you can
Before you give your heart away
Make sure that he's a man.

Thinking about u..

U r the one who I always think,
I even see ur face everytime I blink.
I really don't know why am I acting like this,
All I know that it is u who I miss.

When I think about u, my eyes seemed to glow,
When I dream of u, I hoped for no tomorrow.
To be with u right now is what I've wished
`Coz it is really u whom my heart has missed.

I believe that we will be together sooner or later.
How I hope that the time and day will pass faster
So that I'll be with u and hug u tight,
And never let go of you with all my might.

'Coz I really miss u'

A girl's th0ught.................♥

Marriage is an important phase of live for everyone

but for a girl its the most amazing decision of her life.

... A girls dreams and wishes for his life partner.....

I want a hubby who would hold my hand in lines at the mall ..or while crossing roads..so that i feel
protected ♥

I want someone who would sing to me at random moments...:)

Someone who wud respect my maturity and love my
innocence too.
Someone who would let me fulfill my responsibilities
towards my mum dad and would love my family like
his own ♥

I want a guy who will accept me with love and make me feel a part of his family.

Someone who I could share my fears, my laughs, my
smile and my tears.

Someone who would not get angry over my mistakes instead scold me like my mother n then help
me to learn doing that thing again.

But mostly, someone who would b loyal to me and will always be the reason for my smile ♥
And i promise to such a guy...i would always prove
his trust right....i would be his family....and i would
love and respect his parents like my own mom dad....:)

‎..:: I Often Think When I Might Sin ::..

I often think when I might sin,
What if the Angel would come to me then?
Would I want to be risen doing that sin?
I often think quietly to myself,
Where will I go, oh, where will I go,
When the Angel comes to me?

What if the Angel comes at night,
With a command from Allah to take my soul?
Where will I run, oh, where will I run?
What if the Angel comes to me when I’m driving my car?
Can I lock my doors, so the Angel can’t get in?
Where will I hide, oh where will I hide?

I often think when I might sin,
What if the Angel would come to me then?
Would I want to be risen doing that sin?
I often think quietly to myself,
Where will I go, oh where will I go,
When the Angel comes to me?

What if the Angel comes in the middle of tea?
Maybe I can plead for a later return.
How will I plead, oh, how will I plead?
What if the Angel comes to me when I’m watching TV?
Can I beg to the Angel for a little more time?
How will I beg, oh how will I beg?

I often think when I might sin,
What if the Angel would come to me then?
Would I want to be risen doing that sin?
I often think quietly to myself,
Where will I go, oh, where will I go?
When the Angel comes to me?


[Written by: MyummahCoZa]

Im Beautiful

There are moments in a woman's life when her heart flips in her chest, when the world suddenly seems

uncommonly pink and perfect, when a symphony can be heard in the tinkle of a doorbell.

Something warm and lovely spreads in my chest..I couldn't quite explain it; it was

almost as if someone had heated my blood. It started in my heart and then slowly swept through my arms, my belly, down to the tips of my toes.

Im not beautiful.I know tat im not beautiful, I knew i'd never be more than passably

attractive, and that was only on my good days. But he thinks tat I  am beautiful, and when he looks at me..

I feel beautiful. And I have never felt that way before.I want  to be beautiful, even if it was only in one man's eyes.

"You are beautiful," he said, shaking his head in confusion. "I don't know why nobody else sees it."

Fear

I have taken over you,
Growing slowly throughout the years.
I gave you visions of ecstasy
While I fed upon your fears;
I made you feel inadequate,
I crept into your soul;
I was growing, ever stronger
As your heart was growing cold.
I let you see only hopelessness,
the hurting pain and strife.
I pushed until your will collapsed
so I could own your very life.

Now, I am feeling some resistance,
I can feel your spirit grow.
I sense somewhere in the distance
You are searching for your soul.
My life is slowly ebbing,
Into darkness I must go;
But as I lie here sleeping
I will never cease to grow.
For I am always in you,
I will never truly end.
So you must keep a constant vigil
Or I will own you once again.

I will lie here always
Creating voices in your mind.
So you must keep a constant vigil
For I am always keeping mine.

By: John Sabo 

My head is Messed up

My head is messed up
What's it to you? just leave me alone; I wanna live my own life for me, and not for anyone else, and i don't want anyone living their life for me. Just leave me alone.
I can't even spend some time to write to my friends without insurmountable expectations running through my mind on who i should or shouldn't please; who i shouldn't or shouldn't contact; who I should or shouldn't remain close with; who I should or shouldn't treat this way or that way.
Well allow me to be selfish for a spell. Have you ever considered my feelings, without me having to tell you what they are. Be selfless-like ive been- for a second. Stop. Think about it.

Im not afraid to say it, I just don't feel i have to.

Just leave me alone...

Let. Me. Breathe.

I am stifled.

Leave me Alone

Don't say a word, I feel the pain,
My heart is crushed and I am slain.
Leave me alone, please leave me alone,
I'll never fall in love again, that's my vow.

Leave me now, don't see me cry,
I don't want to hear anymore lies.
My tears are falling as you leave,
I can't believe my heart you cleaved.

I trusted you with all my life,
Now I feel the burden of this strife.
Day and night, I feel the pain,
Killed by memories again and again.

If you see me, please be quiet,
Don't say a word, please be silent.
Leave me alone, leave me alone,
My heart is dead, I'm just flesh and bone.

Unknown

Drowning in My Sorrow :(

Slowly drowning in my sorrow
Wishing things would be better tomorrow
Feeling like I am in an ocean of doubt and despair,
gradually sinking and gasping for air.
Knowing life is not a light switch you can flip on and off
Simply settling and accepting I have to carry on.
Trying to keep my sanity and composure intact
out of fear of how those close to me, might react.
Fears of inadequacy as a human, as a woman, burry themselves deep in my head
As I make a foolish attempt to have a good night's rest in my lumpy bed.
Due to the fact that there are others out there ten times better than I,
makes me afraid and let out defeated sighs.
Since it seems like things will always be this way,
its frustrating because I have to go through it day after day.
Yet, when my quandaries are more than I can bare,
I can at least take comfort in those who really care.
You know who you are, and so do I.
That knowledge keeps me from going over the edge, from giving up and giving in.
::sigh::

Lourdes Medel

How I Feel??I Feel Lost (╥﹏╥)

What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame?
When your tired of living and playing this game?
when you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame?

What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul?
When you smile and laugh but you know its all a show?
When you feel like you've hit your all time low?
When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows?

What do you call it when you feel so alone?
When your in your house but it don't feel like home?
When you look back in your life and every choice you made now seems wrong?
When the wait to die seems too long.

A Shattered Heart

Some say a broken heart is like a shattered vase
Fragile pieces are scattered all over the place.
The pieces of broken glass seem to go everywhere
And even at times seems to pierce the soul
With faith and hope you try to mend the broken heart
Unlike the vase it cannot be so easily replaced.
It takes a while to heal and then you lock it up
You hide the key and wait to see if someone can be found
A special person who will use the key to unlock the heart
A unique person who will handle the heart with gentle hands,
Who can be honest, truthful and handle it with care.

And I wonder is there really is that kind of person out there.

Spreading My Wings (^_^)

Im going to close my eyes and spread my wings.

And make a wish and dream good dreams.

Im never going to say, that I'll never fall

Cause life is short and very fragile 

I just stood still and took a look.

Before I knew it, I was hooked.

Then in a blink of an eye

I realized that it was all a lie.

Up I look and everything's gone.

Why the days feel so long?

What was once there has now disappeared.

Now, love is the only thing for me to fear.

Why say yes when it was a no?

I opened my eyes only to find,

that it was my sign.

So im closing my eyes and spreading my wings.

And make a good wish and LIVE my dreams!

So..When??I Won't be Here Forever U Noe ;)

What do I have to do to get you to notice me?
Change my hair, the way I walk.
My clothes, the way I talk.
We've known each other for some time now 
yet I'm still invisible to you. 
My feelings run deep and how
I wish you only knew.
I see your face every time I close my eyes
To me you just seem so different from the other guys.
To you I'm just a friend
Nothing more, nothing less
I settle for friendship in the end
Because I don't want to make a mess.
Instead I'll keep my secret to myself 
And take my pride back off the shelf.
Until one day you finally see 
That you and I were meant to be.
I'll wait for now but not too long
Because sooner or later I'll be gone.

So when will you notice me?

Im Sorry But I Still Love U

I'm sorry friend 
I don't know what to do
I try so hard
to be a better person to you 

I screw up a lot 
and I ignore you too
I don't know why 
but I still love you

you're my best friend 
I know we can make it through 
lets make this friendship last
and make it better and true 

I know your getting sick of me
I'm getting sick of myself too
I don't know how many times 
I can say sorry to you 

but really I am a fool
to let such a wonderful 
friendship break in two

I'm going to push aside the past now
I'm going to be nicer to you
and show what I can do

you're my best friend still 
and you're my favorite too 
remember the good times and I
know we'll make it through.

God..Please

Life remains a mystery but is full of misery, 
They say the past is history,
Then why is it clear for all to see,
What is it that you all expected of me. 
Sorry I am not the one you thought I'd be 
I'm locked in my own emotions,
Where is the key?
God,
if you can hear me,
Here's my plea.
Bring him back to me,
My heart's locked but he holds the key.

Inside Out

Outside lives a girl with a smile that will brighten up the room,
yet inside hides a girl with a frown full of despair.

Outside lives a girl with eyes of joy that brings you to ease,
yet inside hides a girl shedding tears of sadness.

Outside lives a girl with a beautiful laugh that's contagious,
yet inside hides a girl screaming her lungs out in unwanted anger.

Outside lives a girl with the personality everyone envies,
yet inside hides a girl full of insecurities and shame.

Outside lives a girl who is fearless and tough,
yet inside hides a weak girl who lives in fear.

Outside lives a girl full of life,
yet inside hides a girl full of pain, wanting to die.

Outside lives a girl with a perfect image,
yet inside hides a girl with regrets and mistakes.

Outside lives a girl of innocence,
yet inside hides a girl with tremendous guilt.

Outside lives a girl with goals and aspirations,
yet inside lives a girl lost in confusion.

What you see on the outside is my personal disguise,
What hides underneath you can't even begin to imagine.

Im Alone :(

I've done so well until now,
I feel like I'm going downhill,
the slopes are deep, and I feel like I'm at the peak
And  I was doing so well...
Until now
Not knowing were to go,
not knowing to say yes or no
I feel so low, I don't know were to go
I just wish things would change,
and I would feel out of the cage.
I feel so locked up
and unable to get out.
If only I could see
how high I felt when I was free
but I can't because I think there is no longer the light that I can see.

Forever Friends

Associates are just there,
and friends are with you everywhere.
When times are rough,
they tell you don’t give up.
If you don’t know what to do,
they will help you.
Never leave your side,
even when you try to hide.
They’ll be with you through it all,
and pick you up when you fall.
Laugh at the things you say even when it’s not funny,
while everybody stares like we’re dummies.
We may argue and fight,
but we’ll be talking the next night.
That’s when you know you know,
you friendship is tight.
And Every Thing Will Be Alright.

In The Arms of Mr. Darcy by Sharon Lathan

“Your smile stops the minutes
 And as moments they dance in candlelight.
While your eyes whisper secrets,
My heart with wings takes flight.
In search for more of you to know,
Of why and what make you so,
Then mystery pleads her case
And once again I found your face.
There to know beauty true
And gentle winds of peace and love,
With eyes like jewels shining,
Looking to the One above.
And the moments which find life there
Become the brightest stars above,
Which live forever beautiful
In the sky of my heart’s love.”

This Is Why I Love You!!

Dad,

I love you,
When ever I saw you,
You would put a smile on my face,
You cheered me up,
When I was feeling down,
You cheered me on,
When I was doing good,
You made me Laugh and Giggle,
When ever you tickled me on my feet,
When ever I fell,
You would pick me up and put me back on my feet,
You made me proud,
When you never gave up and you kept trying,
You never let anything stand in your way,
THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU!!

By,
Latasha Huffman

Someone Most Perfect =)

when you have found someone most perfect
someone that's more than a friend
someone that makes your life different
someone you'd trust to the end

your living in the new world all on your own
a world full of things nice
a world that no one could purchase
even for gold or any piece

you then have something to live for
something to look forward too
something that makes u feel that
you're glad that you're
Really You..

What U Are To Me :D

A quick glance,a tender smile
Im caught in a spell

A gentle touch,a warm embrace
I know that all too well

A soft voice,an unspoken love
Across the way I can see

A kind face,an inner beauty
That's what you are to me

Afraid To Say

So many feelings, so many emotions
I don't know where to start.
So many things I want to say,
things that come from my heart.
I want you to know how much I care,
and how much it means to me
knowing you are there.
The touch of your hands,
the softness of your lips,
the feeling I have when you hold me.
That feeling I can't express,
that feeling is beyond me.
I wish I could tell you
all these things I need to say,
that I am afraid one day you'll run away.
Today we are together,
tomorrow we could part.
But even then you'll never know
what's really in my heart.

Gone but not forgotten

Although your life has passed on earth
we will continue to cherish your memories even though it hurts.
As every tear that falls from our eyes
is like to hear your laugh one more time.
You're an angel that has passed us by,
so sadly you left us broken hearted inside.
Just know that we loved you and cherished your life
and we will always miss you in our hearts you'll never die.
This is not a goodbye we will see you again
our beloved friend, to you our love we send.

Missing U

I Might Have Erased Ur Txt.
But I Will Never Forget Wat U Wrote ?
I May Never See You Again But I Will Never Forget Ur Picture :-(
We Might Have Stopped Talking.
But I Will Never Forget Ur Voice ?
We Might Hav Ignored Each Other.
But I Will Never Forget Ur Face :-(
We Might Have Stopped Hugging.
But I Will Never Forget How U Smell ?
I Will Never Forget Our Love
I Will Never Forget U...
I Will Always Love You With All My Heart 
And My Soul Is Missing You So Much .... ? ? :-(

Questions of the Heart

the heart is a fragile thing indeed

one gentle prick may cause it to bleed

if its subjected to hurt again and again

could it possibly endure the intolerable pain?

is there no antidote,no potent cure?

can a heart that is tainted ever be made pure?

can past grievances be forgotten and completely erased?

can the scars of the past dissapear without a trace?

if a heart has been wounded,is there any relief?

is there any escape from fear,sorrow and grief?

if one has been subjected to such ruthless betrayal

can they still trust that true love wil prevail?

a heart that lies bruised and broken 

from painful words that have been carelessly spoken

shattered into innumberable pieces

all about in a million places..

i love u sugar pie

My love for you runs deeper then the sea 
No place on earth I'd rather be 
In your arms is where I belong 
My heart my desires passions so strong 
To be with you my love sharing moments 
Endless in time gentle calm as the ocean 
Filled with mysteries and emotions 
Captivating my every senses and notions 
The treasures of love so genuine 
Is what sweetheart in you I have found 
I am your best friend lover all you need 
For you I will be in all the love I feel 
Your my dream come true 
To weather the storm skies grey or blue 
A piece of heaven on earth gifts 
And treasures I will forever cherish 
I love you Sweetheart 
From the bottom of my heart

Happy Valentines Day

Roses are red ,
Violets are blue ,
I would compare you to sugar ,
But it’s not as sweet as you . . 
What then shall I compare you to ?
The night sky that twinkles with stars up above ?
No, for you outshine all the stars in the sky . .
The sweetness of spring after long winter days ?
No, for your lovelier than sunshine in the month of May.
A summer breeze ?
The autumn trees ?
The sparkling snow on Christmas Eve ?
The setting sun ?
A peaceful dream when the day is done ?
You’re all these things , and more to me . .
I don’t know how to say this without sounding too ,
But I love you frenz . . ♥
Happy Valentine's Day . . (^_^)

I can't live without you ♥ :((

From the moment I met you
I feel like I can't live without you
my heart has realized that I can't live without you.
This distance between us is torture, take me in your arms my love
let me become part of your heartbeat, let me cross all limits
my loneliness tells me that I can't live without you.
There are no more wishes left in life
now that you have come in to it
every longing in my heart feels that I can't live without you
I'll join body and soul with you like fragrance is immersed in flower
by touching your senses, forgetting everything and becoming one with you.
let these moments stop right here, let me shatter to pieces
let me become part of your heartbeat
let me cross all limits
I'm believing that........
I can't live without you
I can't live without you ♥

I Know How It Feels:-

I know how it feels when you loose someone so close, 
I know what is means when you loose someone you adore,
It feels like the night without all the stars.. 
It feels like my life is of little hours..
I know how it feels when people misunderstand you,
I know how it feels when someone no more trusts you,


And yes I know how it feels when someone
suddenly stops talking to you :'(


And I know how it feels when someone
always find excuses to avoid you..


For all those things I devoted to you
It feels like everything has come to an end,
I feel like I have been demoted
from being a close to just being a friend.


I know how it feels when someone 
so close starts ignoring you,
I know how it feels when you love someone 
and that someone try's to escape You :'(


I know how it feels when someone 
so close starts ignoring you,
I know how it feels when you love someone 
and that someone try's to escape You :'(


I know how it feels when people take you for granted,
I know how it feel when someone betrays you,
It feels like I'm left all alone even my shadow has left the ground...
I feel like I'm left with groan now even they don't make a sound...